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Almost everyone that knows me knows I love slasher, horror, and zombie movies. That's not a secret. But only a couple of people in my real-life social circle knows of my love of the erotic death fetish and dead women (posing only, of course).

The first is the guy that turned me onto it back in the early 90's. I had loved it my entire life, but he is the one that turned me on to the fact that it is a fetish, and taught me where to find it back in those days. So its no surprise he wasn't shocked when I admitted I liked it. The second person is an old girlfriend that like to be hanged. I didn't know if she would enjoy it, but I knew she wouldn't look at me in disgust if I told her.

And that leads into why I don't tell others, is I'm scared of their reaction and how they will treat me from that point on. As I discussed in another post here, many people love the same thing we love, they just hide behind saying it is "scary", Instead of what it really is, which is cool to watch a hot chick get it in a flick.

PatrickPayne wrote:Almost everyone that knows me knows I love slasher, horror, and zombie movies. That's not a secret. But only a couple of people in my real-life social circle knows of my love of the erotic death fetish and dead women (posing only, of course).

The first is the guy that turned me onto it back in the early 90's. I had loved it my entire life, but he is the one that turned me on to the fact that it is a fetish, and taught me where to find it back in those days. So its no surprise he wasn't shocked when I admitted I liked it. The second person is an old girlfriend that like to be hanged. I didn't know if she would enjoy it, but I knew she wouldn't look at me in disgust if I told her.

And that leads into why I don't tell others, is I'm scared of their reaction and how they will treat me from that point on. As I discussed in another post here, many people love the same thing we love, they just hide behind saying it is "scary", Instead of what it really is, which is cool to watch a hot chick get it in a flick.

yup. its easier to find someone to chat with about horror movies in compare to fetish horror clips or have a relationship with someone who loves horror flicks like you do. True when we watch a horror scene there is many feelings that follow. scary being one of the feelings and getting aroused is another feeling. By not having friends offline. I dont have to fear of mentioning to them of my fetishes and dark fantasies and wonder what would they think of me. I alone live with the thoughts. I alone live with the fear of my own imagination sometimes.

the other truth is that we all have secrets and personal kinks. it becomes part of who we are. liked or not liked about ourselves. most of the time it better to have them stay inside us and kept secret then to be told. sometimes the guilt of such fantasies can be less painful then telling someone like a girlfriend or family member etc who may think you are a sicko. I wish I just had a pantyhose fetish. I want to cage the beast in me again so that I don't even need to ever worry about sharing my thoughts on my fetishes or write stories with fetish elements. I wish that my imagination just went into my lego hobby and not stories. I rather share my thoughts and ideas on lego. way more fun. Well all I can is that these type of topics do make me think in depth about the mind and soul of us. Again maybe I would feel differently if I had a friend that I can talk about these feelings with. sure dont offline and I dont know about online sometimes. I really dont know. Funny thing is that I live with my parents so in effect that I dotn feel alone physically but alone with my thoughts because I guess when you dont have friends it could become a strain on your thoughts because what do friends or when you are in a relationship? You chat and share and hopefully no judging. if of course that person is open minded and I dont know such a person.