I have been "analyzed" by someone at my DA page who decided that I must really hate women, of the particular women in uniform I draw about, because of the violence I use in my drawings:

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But what they don't seem to understand, was that ( as I have said a lot in my blog postings ) I was "introduced" into the role play and death fetish scenes by two of the (at that time) young ladies I draw about.
I can't begin to express the feelings I had after the first time I got to really play a serial killer and "take out" Kim.
I was "encouraged" ( by the scene outline) to be rough with my victim - with in our limits - we had practiced giving and getting slaps and punches without really injuring anyone, I knew just how tight I could hold my hands around her neck, or pull on a knotted nylon without putting my lovely in real peril, she supplied the proper response that made it all look so real.... as a bonus, I got to have sex with her, either during the scene, or right after (when we were both about to explode with "passion") I knew "if" I really hurt her, chances were that we'd never play again, or that I'd never play with any of the roleplayers again.

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Truth is I really did love them all! if it had been simply left up to me, I'd just as soon tie them up to a bed and make love to them ( sometimes we did just that ) but there were fantasies to be played, scenes to be realized, and so, there I was, beating, strangulating, bagging, drowning, shooting, stabbing and more...sometimes on a weekly basis for almost 10 years starting in late 1977.
Now, via my drawings, I try and relive some of those memories.

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Do I hate women.... Some. My ex boss, the woman who ruined my life, who caused the loss of my home ( in my opinion )
Do I hate the women I draw? Not one bit!
