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I was reading on another board where a member was talking about the exciting, and knee-trembling, experience of staring in his own custom video production. He especially enjoyed 'shooting' the female star of the custom videos.

I wonder how many of us (especially males?) ever fantasize about this? The vast majority of us would never want to actually kill a female for a sexual thrill; but what if we could indulge in our fantasy without actually harming any one. And, like some serial killers, we could have a souvenir of the experience: Our own video.

But, thinking about this, I thought my fantasy would be to direct a video, especially if it could be one that I had written.
I have written the scripts for three videos which have been commercially produced, and are for sale. (In a sense they were free customs. In exchange for my script, I received the video for free. Regardless of what you may think about them, they all are certainly different from the majority of videos in their storyline.)
While there is a great enjoyment in seeing my ideas actualized on film; there are always aspects that are different from what I envisioned.
By being the director, I could have greater influence on how the story is told, how it is present on screen.
I suppose that is the next step in the creative process. The first step is writing, next step is directing. (With a myriad of other steps in tandem.)

I suppose that is one reason I like to occasionally like to visit web-cam girls, in spite of the greater cost in comparison to videos. Not only do I present the story to act out; but I can direct her to do as I wish to see. (Except, with web-cam sites, it's really not that easy. To take the time to get exactly what I want would incur an exorbitant cost.)

In my animated movies, I am, in a sense, the director. But also, because of the limitations of the game, I am unable to do many of the things I would love to do if I were the director!

Signed:
A frustrated Alfred Hitchcock.

I'd love to direct my own video/short movie. That way I'd be pedantic and go over every scene with a fine tooth comb (probably drive the rest of the production crew + the actors absolutely nuts) to make sure it was 101% perfect. I promise you though, if I do get to make it without being lynched, it would be bloody perfect in every possible way!

I would love to act in one of these videos but there is a condition. Being a non actor, I would never do a one day shoot or go without a good director, so you would at least look like you know what you are doing.

I would also like to codirect a video with an experienced director because i feel that I would be better at that end of the business. As a writer of some scenarios, I often visualize the scene in my mind as I type. I am sure that happens to you Ric as you create your great videos.

I'd love to be in a custom or whatever where I'm doing the shooting or stabbing, and I'm getting shot or stabbed in return as well.

Directing my own fantasy video would be awsome,not sure about staring in it. Much rather watch the girls fight it out lol

Arthur13 was one of two custom sponsors who enjoyed the pleasure of performing in his custom videos as well as specifying what he wanted during the shooting sesssion.

Recently we did two days with a Tennessee custom gentleman who feared to be identified. So he was masked and otherwise hidden from the audience. He portrayed Silverface, Moon Face and the Black Hood in 4 specific stories then he asked for a crime scene series that were death scenes only. So he learned the value of being on site during the production. He is a devoted fan of Debbie D.

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I am Arthur13, the shooter in five custom videos that I purchased from Bluestone Silk Videos. As I mentioned before, it is a wonderful experience that is filled with ecstacy, as I shot Tina Krause many times. She is beautiful, sexy, curvaceous, tantalizing, overwhelming, etc. Besides that, she is a tremendous actress who really knows how to take a "bullet," and her reactions to them were sensational. Having her put her arms around me, while she is wearing only panties and bra, was very hard on my knees. It was very difficult to remember my lines of dialogue for the videos, as she stood in front of me, absolutely 100% naked, nude, and unclothed. This was the experience of my life and a life-long dream. I paid for the videos, but I paid nothing extra for being in the videos. I thoroughly enjoyed this whole experience, and I have already made arrangements to do another five custom videos with Tina Krause, filmed by Bluestone. Needless to say, I will be acting my heart out, shooting Tina many many many many times. I am a very lucky guy.

You're right, you are definitely one lucky guy...

And there you have it. My dream come true as well. Having made 34 murder scenes and starred in most of them I can tell you from my point of view, it is fun. And a lot of work. Creative work is fun for me. Striving for professionalism requires concentration. I write most of the scripts, do the storyboarding, direct and act. And now I film as well. (My photographer went and got married and the new wife doesn't want him filming beautiful girls in erotic demise. <sigh> So it goes.)

Sometimes when we're set and I get to "stab" my actress repeatedly I do get a woody from the action. Mostly I'll say I'm in it and concentrating on the edits in my mind and the completion of that part along with the next camera angle. Plus, of course, is the actress "selling" her pain and fear as she reacts to the life changing event of being murdered. I coach a lot on how to respond.

The best part for me turns out to be after (and often during) edits. If I can watch a finished scene and get juiced by it I know I've done it right.

The actor and actresses have less to concern themselves with and can enjoy it more I think. I highly recommend it if you can get to do it. And take home the results. Now there is a special kind of happy.

I'm not jealous... not in the slightest...

For all you dreaming wannabe's, if the producer will accomodate you and your custom on-site desire, then it is a matter of your personal expenses plus custom fees. And of course, "location, location, location"

I suggest that y'all ask Arthur 13

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From the female POV, it would seem to be a rather universal desire for men to do this! Of course, being a lady, I never indulge in such activities and would never use words like 'woody', but my best guess is that the term refers to a male member, commonly known as a penis.

Any man who even thought of having a penis has to be turned on by the idea of being personally involved in one of 'our' videos.....lol. Sure, some of you will prefer acting, some prefer directing, some both, some enjoy shooting, some enjoy being shot, some enjoy shooting and being shot.

When I read Arthur's first comments on his experiences with Debbie D and 4P, his pleasure at the pure FUN of the entire thing was what came through in his words....he loved the entire thing, because Debbie (and, I'm sure, 4P) were 'real', they cared, it was not some 'wooden' business thing but something Debbie clearly conveyed that she was enjoying.....
which is probably why Debbie is still so good at it!
I know you commented here about the fun with Blue and those women, Arthur, and that just 'doubles' the impact of your remarks about Debbie and those times.

It's a bit different from the female POV in terms of my relationship because I'm the one (thanks to all of YOU 'evil' people in this community who are totally responsible for perverting ME..... ....well, maybe I have some culpability for it, but I'm choosing to blame the men HERE......so there! ).....

I'm the one who brought the fantasies into the relationship with my future husband 15 years ago and while he.....or we.....have not 'directed' any movie production, I have always had the desire to see myself 'on camera'.....just for personal use, no wish to 'become a star'.....lol.

I still remind that an alternative (though it's not at ALL the same thing as what Arthur has done and one ends up with no movie), is the Escort route that my husband and I traveled, finding a very hot and open and eventually wonderful fantasy actress who played with us for 3 hours for about $500, in a honeymoon suite with the jacuzzi and mirrors and sound-proofing and all of that.

It was not easy for me, and I would think it would be VERY difficult, especially at first, for many men, to become 'comfortable' in the playing, comfy with the woman, able to just 'act' and not be concerned with acting 'brutally' or whatever. I mean, we all know it just does not work if the man holds back....lol.
hmmmm.....now some of the woody-minds here.....er, I mean wooden minds ....probably think that could refer to 'during sex' also, but all I would say there is that no woman wants her man to hold back at those moments......you're not a brute to want to complete Woody Woodpecker's task in life, you know.

Anyway, sorry, I'm running on just because the entire idea you're discussing is exciting and so, so wonderfully personal, an opportunity to express and enjoy the fantasies that most people, male or female, will never enjoy, for a variety of reasons.

I totally understand Blue's comments (same as obviously with 4P and Debbie who have worked together so long) that it means 'more' to have the 'same' group of women, rather than 'always a new one' or whatever.
Thinking back to the Necrobabes days, part of the attraction each week was that we all 'knew' Lissa or Ashley or Nikki or Paige or Kitty and so forth....same with the Carrie and Becky's (or Anna's) Amazons site from Necrobabes, there were 16 women and we knew them all.

So sure, as with 'new movies' in the mainstream world, it's always fun to see and experience 'new' women in our scenes, but to actually get involved and 'play', on screen or just as we did with escort Rachael, I think the familiarity and true 'knowing them more as a person' parts tend to contribute mightily to relaxing everyone involved, and it just becomes more a 'gathering of friends to have fun playing scenes' in terms of 'mood', while still retaining all the 'requirements' to produce a good video.

Yes, I'd like to do this also, in other words....LOL. Yes, I'd also like to act in the movie....and no, it would never be distributed outside my household....LOL. But what a HOT.....how can I emphasize HOW 'hot' this is to me??????......what a hot, hot, logical, sane, practical way to sort of 'reach the ultimate' in fantasy enjoyment!!!

Pick a woman, any woman....hello, Debbie D...Hello, Suzi or whomever......let's have fun and PLAY today....you and me and Woody......and no matter how good or bad or relaxed or whatever I am on screen today, I'll have the memories forever and can stop-action and slo-mo and everything else I choose to do with MY video of our time together.

I'm joking in saying this in conclusion, of course, because each of us has our own way to enjoying fantasies, but if a Man didn't like these ideas you're expressing, his name is definitely not...Woody Woodpecker....or most any other kinda pecker, either.

Go for it! DO IT!

If for no other reason than that Sandi so enjoys it when you very REAL men of the Boards open up yourselves and tell us how much FUN it was....Arthur, I can't tell you how 'hot' that entire description of your FUN time with Debbie was to read...and it was totally because you all made it 'real', nice people having some fun...cool stuff.

Ms. Gets Carried Away (well, ya can if ya wanna....lol)

Nice post Sandi, you sound like you are having an Arthursonian experience. As far as us perverting you is concerned, keep in mind, if you are blaming us you are leaving someone else alone. LOL.

Good to see you back and posting on both boards.

Kevin 67 A practicing student in woodeology

That's a great post, Sandi Love the openings you give into the workings of your mind...