Page 1 of 2
this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
by caramelmango
As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Thu May 08, 2025 4:14 pm
by xj900uk
caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Welcome to FF, Caramelmango, hope you enjoy it here.
You should talk to Vex Mallus (aka Drac Morbis), he's got a very interesting website he runs which in some ways is the replacement for 'Tortured Souls'
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Thu May 08, 2025 7:08 pm
by caramelmango
xj900uk wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 4:14 pm
caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Welcome to FF, Caramelmango, hope you enjoy it here.
You should talk to Vex Mallus (aka Drac Morbis), he's got a very interesting website he runs which in some ways is the replacement for 'Tortured Souls'
thanks! :)
and whoa! might be a stupid question, but do you know how i might be able to reach out?
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Fri May 09, 2025 12:56 am
by Wemmick
Welcome aboard caramelmango!
XJ is right, you are at the right place!

Yes, you could contact our buddy Vex Malleus
https://www.femmefatalities.com/phpBB3/ ... le&u=21854
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Fri May 09, 2025 4:14 am
by Jason
caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. ...
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Welcome! Most of the members are very well behaved, and this site (which has been around for a good 20 years I think) has some very good moderators to ensure that everyone is treated with respect. By way of further introduction, it would certainly be fun to learn more about the stuff you enjoy, and any limits you may have, so that the rest of us can put our best foot forward with you.
You might also enjoy another site called deadlydesires.net. That site was founded by a woman (Grace) and has an all-female set of moderators. They are very friendly. Unfortunately, I'm not sure how you go about joining the site, but I am sure that others here can provide that information.
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Fri May 09, 2025 6:30 am
by xj900uk
If you want to join Deadly Desires, Caramelmango, drop me a line and we can chat privately.
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Fri May 09, 2025 3:41 pm
by tommygun
Jason wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 4:14 am
caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Welcome! By way of further introduction, it would certainly be fun to learn more about the stuff you enjoy, and any limits you may have, so that the rest of us can put our best foot forward with you.
I agree with Jason. Try us out on some of your wild enjoyments. I think you'll find that most of us are a bit out of the ordinary ourselves!
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 11:56 pm
by Vex Malleus
caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
As a submissive woman, I've been into this and related extreme kinks for a few years now, but I've tended to find that my interests are usually rejected from places like Reddit or FetLife. I really blur the lines of SSC and moreso prefer RACK, and that tends to get people... nervous. I know fellow crazy people are out there because of the attention my posts get, I just repeatedly get reported and banned which is incredibly annoying.
I found several forums that existed many years ago (The Tortured Soul, amongst others) but have long since been shut down. I wish I was around to have accessed them back then, but I was just way too young (I'm 22 right now).
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Wow!! Props! Tortured Soul was a cool forum. I enjoyed running it. I have a new forum just as extreme, where I promise you will be able to freely express your desires and fetishes. I sent you a PM in regards.

Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 11:59 pm
by Vex Malleus
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Tue May 13, 2025 8:32 am
by caramelmango
this is incredible, i had no idea that something like the tortured soul still exists! a direct successor too.
sorry I couldn't respond to your PM - this website won't allow me to until I have a more mature account, but I'd absolutely love to join. thank you so much for reaching out :)
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Tue May 13, 2025 8:59 am
by caramelmango
tommygun wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 3:41 pm
Jason wrote: ↑Fri May 09, 2025 4:14 am
caramelmango wrote: ↑Thu May 08, 2025 11:38 am
This place seems somewhat different from some of those, but I like that it still exists, and I hope I can maybe find some friends here :)
Welcome! By way of further introduction, it would certainly be fun to learn more about the stuff you enjoy, and any limits you may have, so that the rest of us can put our best foot forward with you.
I agree with Jason. Try us out on some of your wild enjoyments. I think you'll find that most of us are a bit out of the ordinary ourselves!
you guys are super nice, thanks for the warm welcome :)
in a nutshell, i find thinking about my death to be incredibly erotic. my biggest fantasy has surrounded making my suicide a live, sexual spectacle. i can go into tremendous detail about my background and interests, but i'll review the forum rules first.
secondarily, there's also a lot of aspects of dolcett i find very exciting, although my preference with that has always been thinking about amputating my legs and cooking them for evil wealthy guests myself - happy to have the rest of me eaten when i'm dead, but i wanna be around to experience it too.
my other kinks are numerous and, ranging from traditional bdsm, slightly more extreme forms of masochism, to things i'm frankly far too ashamed of to reveal anywhere but an anonymous forum, like raceplay and genuinely self-destructive desires.
my hard limits include misogyny irl or as a kink (i'm a phd student and incredibly serious about my intellectual life), scat and abdl stuff, beastiality, anything age-regression/ddlg-related (age gap is fine, taboo is hot), and a handful of things that trigger my anxiety disorder.
it's really nice meeting you all, seems like a fun place!
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Tue May 13, 2025 4:28 pm
by Vex Malleus
caramelmango wrote: ↑Tue May 13, 2025 8:59 am
you guys are super nice, thanks for the warm welcome :)
in a nutshell, i find thinking about my death to be incredibly erotic. my biggest fantasy has surrounded making my suicide a live, sexual spectacle. i can go into tremendous detail about my background and interests, but i'll review the forum rules first.
secondarily, there's also a lot of aspects of dolcett i find very exciting, although my preference with that has always been thinking about amputating my legs and cooking them for evil wealthy guests myself - happy to have the rest of me eaten when i'm dead, but i wanna be around to experience it too.
my other kinks are numerous and, ranging from traditional bdsm, slightly more extreme forms of masochism, to things i'm frankly far too ashamed of to reveal anywhere but an anonymous forum, like raceplay and genuinely self-destructive desires.
my hard limits include misogyny irl or as a kink (i'm a phd student and incredibly serious about my intellectual life), scat and abdl stuff, beastiality, anything age-regression/ddlg-related (age gap is fine, taboo is hot), and a handful of things that trigger my anxiety disorder.
it's really nice meeting you all, seems like a fun place!
That's hot. :)
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Tue May 13, 2025 4:47 pm
by Vex Malleus
caramelmango wrote: ↑Tue May 13, 2025 8:32 am
this is incredible, i had no idea that something like the tortured soul still exists! a direct successor too.
sorry I couldn't respond to your PM - this website won't allow me to until I have a more mature account, but I'd absolutely love to join. thank you so much for reaching out :)
No worries.

And I am honored and humbled by your praise.
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Tue May 13, 2025 11:15 pm
by Barefoot Bandit
Welcome aboard, Caramelmango! Hope you enjoy your time here. Very much looking forward to hearing more about your background in this realm.
Hopefully we can roleplay some time!
Re: this is such an interesting place!
Posted: Wed May 14, 2025 4:12 am
by xj900uk
Saw you made it over to Vex's 'Blood of Souls' website, Caramelmango !
Llike i said, if you ever want to find out about joining up with Deadly Desires, please let me know.